Monday, December 19, 2005
I miss Naz.
I miss Su.
A lot. :(
It's only been a couple of days since my last day at work. Plus I've seen them yesterday during Suntec's Midnight Sale. It's just different being there but not as their colleague. I miss working with them. So much that I just want to drop out of school and just resume my place at work after my return from Australia. Not only which, I'm gonna miss seeing the people I see everyday when I enter Suntec.
This bites.
12:44 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.
You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!
You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.
You are presently worried about your future and you feel that whatever you do will go wrong. At this time you are your own worst enemy. All the disappointment that you have experienced, coupled with the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals, have led to anxiety. You would like recognition and a position of trust but you are concerned that these hopes and dreams may not be realised. You are very argumentative and insistent that you are right - maybe you are - but you are pushing too hard. Take it easy, let go, and smile. Smiling and agreeing with people works wonders - try it and see.Courtesy of Colorgenics - My Personal Profile.
3:00 AM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Since the last entry posted, I have..
1. Met Emily (omg!) for a couple of hours before she flies for HK and China
2. Quit my job and received a 'going away' present from my colleagues whom I've bonded very closely with. :(
3. Met up with Andrea and Cart who are back from Aussie :) :)
4. Carried a ladder literally twice my size.
5. Talked to my eyecandies in La Senza (Sem's current workplace)
6. Been utterly disgusted someone whom I won't deny I still love.
7. Gained weight. :(
Those are the things that I wanted to ramble about but never got the time and energy to do so. Well, at least all that I can remember for now. Emily's flying off in a couple of hours. Albeit it's just for a holiday, I still want to spend all of my time with her. It's been so long since I last saw her. :( At least Cart and Andrea are back. More life and love to my mundane living in Singapore. I'm so thankful that I'll be having a couple of months with them this time around. :)
Will be flying off next week for Darwin. Hopefully I wouldn't die from heatstroke over there. It's 30+ degrees and infuriatingly humid. I'll be away at a Safari Camp on Christmas Eve, Christmas, and Boxing Day itself. Someone box me instead. :/ Plus I'll be experiencing the ever-so-infamous Budget Airlines -- Tiger Airways(ROAR). But I guess it'll be fun despite all of its seemingly discouraging factors. Though I hate it for being the reason that I have to quit my job so early. I miss Naz and Sue alr, as well as everyone else I've got acquainted with during my working days there. Ohwell. Further updates soon maybe. Time to watch my korean drama since I've ran out of Friends to watch. Bye!
1:37 AM
